The Transformation

I looked down and saw my magic looking glass. I picked it up. I looked deep into my own eyes then said “Mirror, Mirror in my hand, show me now what is your wonderful plan.”

Her beautiful face now reflected back as my own, I was no longer a child now I was all grown.

“K once a child on the inside of a looking glass now you’re free to make your own path. Forget the past as it over, move on from the dreams that do not last. This is the life you were meant to live. I’m here in your magic mirror, should you need my guidance all you must do is ask. All things can be known to you but, your own past. In this life you must trust your heart to follow the path where ever it may take you. Trust in my words to give you guidance and always lead you. I promise you this; I will never ever leave you.”

“These are the things you must know about your person.  I have named the Kay, as it is K that has been hidden from everyone all along. K is the girl who sung a sad song and Kay is the woman you have grown to become. It is true that you are no longer just one, you are three in addition to the person you now call me. Titanium is our middle name to represent the strength of Krissy within us, she is strongest shield ever given to that which is still living. Krissy feels no pain she is the one who will work towards all you hope to gain. “Jewels” is the last name I have chosen for you. It is to represent Kristen, as she carries your “Jewels” whatever you may find them to be. She shall not let anyone touch thy treasured chest; she will protect you until long after death. ”

“Do not forget with your new found power and beauty, the road here was long and fraught with danger. Do not look back and wish to remember. It is ok to forget. You had to grow to be smart, before you could grow strong enough to withstand the sight of your own beauty. Do not use your talents unwisely; do not do things you know you will later regret. ”

‘So I just go on and live a life as Kay T Jewels? How do I know when is the right time? How will I know who is the right one, and how will I know what to do?’

“Look with your eyes open wide but not looking for anything in particular and you will see everything. Stop hiding in the looking glass and live your life as you wish it to be and all will be as it should. Listen to hear what they are really saying but never forget to speak as well. The best time is now, the best person is who you are with now, and best thing to do is what you are already doing now. Go be with the one you love most.”

I left the mirror on my bed, walked down the stairs and grabbed my little angel into a great big hug. I kissed her little head and then I said “Everything is just right now, the best person to be with is the one I’m with now, and the best thing to do is whatever you are doing right now…”

She smiled and said “Really….I’m playing tea party with my dolls. Do you want a cup of tea?”

As I pulled up a tiny seat to sit at, I said to her very seriously “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you, I have been waiting all my life for a cup of tea with an angel like you, would you?”

She giggled, she laughed and from behind her cup she said.” No we just had tea a few minutes ago, before you went into your bedroom silly.”

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The Final Lesson Before my Last Life

When I feel confused on which route to take, I always turn to her in the mirror.
So now with my eyes open wide, I look to my mirror for the new door in which I am about to enter and say
“Mirror, mirror on my hand I seek your guidance. I feel lost, and I do not know which path to take. Tell me mirror what is my fate?”

She appears in the mirror and says ‘Tell me, Kay, what guidance and knowledge it is you seek from me today.’

“Mirror, Mirror in my hand, show me my new path in the sand. I command you mirror before the new tide show me all that you hide. Show me the new door, the one you can no longer hide. With the new wind, I expect you to bring, a place that is safe, a place that I’m needed, a place where I can sing. Sail this ship through the storm and safely to port in a faraway land, where there will be others who need my helping hand.”

“Now with these words, I have spoken to you from deep within me, I will rest my worries in your reflection staring back at me from my mirror. I will let you lead me where I need be. I shall not worry that it will not happen as expected; I have faith in my mirror to do with me what you will, including finding me new spiritual work, a place I am respected. Her plan is not known to me, only it is known to me, that for me her plan is best.”

From  within my reflection, she begins to speak her knowledge from the other side,
‘So often when a chapter in our lives ends we spend so much time grieving for the last chapter, we fail to see the new that is just beginning.  You won’t make this mistake as you have seen so many falls to this painful oversight.’

‘At times life feels like a test. However it’s more like the stream of learning and experiences. These experiences feed our growth and development. In this reality. We will continuously fall into the same traps until we learn how to recognize them, accept them for what they are and thus successfully avoid falling into them again. It is our private belief that, If we do not learn the lesson in this life, we are doomed to live it again in our next life. Even for eternity if that’s how long it takes.’
I say to her,

“In this lifetime I have learned much more than I ever expected, I feel I am close to transcendence. Each lifetime I grow, I grow closer to the angels in your world and find myself further and further away from the people in this world. Each lifetime I find myself more and more misunderstood by my peers, thus falling deeper into my higher thoughts and beliefs. “
She speaks softly to me, almost in a whisper from behind the glass,
‘I have been told this we have but one more lifetime to live after this one. If we wish to move on to the next realm, you must understand all things that happen here are meant to prepare us for there.’

“So that is my lesson this lifetime, and here I am learning to accept it.”

The Girl in the Mirror

Every day I encountered the girl in the mirror with skepticism but, her smile was so inviting and her conversation so stimulating. She spoke as if she knew my intimate thoughts and desires. Her face was not of mine, it was slightly different in an alluring kind of way. She had a way of calming my anxiety and soothing my fears with her wooing ways. 

It was not long before I went looking for her when I was worried or scared. She was so comforting and she seemed to have all my answers. How could it be that the mirror knew me? How could the mirror have the answers to my heart? It was tearing me apart and making me mad. To look at the mirror and not recognize the girl who stared back. To not feel the feelings she was telling me I had.

Who was that girl in the mirror, and where did she go? Who are you, and why are you here? You’re not so nice and hardly pretty at all. Why did she leave, and where have you come from? I hadn’t a clue that there were more of you... 

“Well of course you can’t forget about me. There is you and her, and then of course there is me. That is what makes us three.”  The older woman in the mirror said to me. 

“What do you mean us and three I thought it was only her and me?” I replied to her in my head

“Well of course can’t you see? You can’t live without me. I inspire you to go on when you are about to expire, I stay awake when you tire, I scream out when you are angry, and I protect you from all hazards and dangers. I help you make tough choices and hard decisions. I take all your pain and make you feel none. I hide all those terrible secrets while you know just one. Can’t you see you need me as well as her and twice as much as far as I can see?”

“Ha, Ha she only says that cause she can. Why don’t you shut her up for good? She has always been a rotten little goodie too shoes. Kissing ass and being all prim and proper, making everyone think she’s sooo good. Well.. She might be smart and cold as ice but she isn’t nice or sexy like me. She’s a prude, as well as a tight ass, never has any fun. Doing things the right way doesn’t always pay. In fact the odds are against the nice guy. I mean if she was in charge we still be virgins, with no friends at all” Said the beautiful woman staring back


“Well…” I said suddenly aware it was my turn to comment “I think you both are great, but will you get the fuck out of my head?”

The Wisdom of the Angel in My Mirror..

Days pass and I return to her in the mirror. I pick up the mirror fingering the brass lace on the edge of the glass. I gaze into her and say,

Mirror, mirror in my hand give me the guidance to understand. Today my question is to you, What does make an Angel so strong and never ever weak?”

She sighs softly as her eyes take on a faraway look,

‘The world doesn’t spin on its own. You know it also has forces at work that are unseen and unknown. These forces move us thru the galaxy always on course with our fate. This is also true about us as well; we are but a small part of a large system at work in the world.’

‘They say, all things happen for a reason.  I know you know this is so, as you have managed to retain all things we have learned despite your faulty memory system.  You have not forgotten the lessons of our elders nor the ones from your forgotten past. You see the world thru tear stained eyes, you know that even in our deepest sorrow there will be a valuable piece of the puzzle.   If, we are wise enough to look for knowledge within our pains, only then we can easily see these pitfalls in the future and successfully avoid repeating them again. Some of the deepest lessons you have learned about the people in the world, are the very things that make our angels.’

She paused and thought a minute and then continued,

‘Powerful people are people who have learned the art of patience and the folly in a false sense of urgency despite the speedy pace of the world. Wonderful people are people who have learned the art of withholding judgments, yet still possess an ability to view things objectively. Beautiful people are people who have learned to see, the most beautiful things in life are free and cannot be held, only appreciated when received.’

‘Deep people are people who value and understand silence as well as they understand and value the power of the word. Strong people are people who can withstand the force of temptation to give in to their worst thoughts about themselves, and yet can still acknowledge these parts exist. Intelligent people are people who can articulate and actualize their deepest thoughts and imaginations into existence. Wise people are just persons who have learned the value in sharing the knowledge they have learned with others.’

‘Rich people are people who learned that money can’t buy the things that make them happiest. Honest people are not always people who always tell everything they know, they are people who tell it as they honestly know it to be true, when asked. Humble people are people who never acknowledge the part they play however never fail to play their part to the best of their ability.’

‘Possibly the best lesson we have learned about  the people in “this large world” is that all the other people that do not fit into one of the above mentioned categories are but young learners. They are not evil, just because they are jealous or deceitful. Nor are they bad because they are vain or materialistic. Just as they are not stupid simply because they have not learned some of the hardest lessons there is to learn in this life.’

‘They are just spiritual beings, just as us. They also are just playing out the lessons “The Creator” has set before us humans to learn before we can ascend to the heavens. They too must find their way thru their individual path to become a great spiritual teacher in the sky. They too must live and learn to be a human before their spirit will die to become an angel and learn fly.

Looking deep now almost past the mirrors reflection, I say to her: “So thru human trails and tribulation come forth the angels you so often speak about “

Then she says in a fading voice,

‘No a human, that learns to see their way thru all the many trials and tribulations of humanity without losing their spirit or selling their soul to escape it, they are our angels. This is all I may tell you now about our path to the next realm. At this time you must find a way to do as I say, as it is the only way. Always remember that path that leads to the next realm doesn’t look as though it is paved, smooth with gold most often it looks dark, untraveled and lonely.’

 Just as fast as she appeared she disappeared and I was alone again with my mirror in hand.

I say to the world.. “Did you hear what she just said or am I the only one who can understand her meaning?”